The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all aboutIt's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Sepi

Artis (Band): Yuni Shara / Melly Goeslaw

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

Woo.. sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

Note:

Watched this movie last week at home on my mc day due to flu. Nice one...funny, traumatic, sad, happy etc etc... just like the say of "asam garam kehidupan"

ERTI PERTEMUAN

Menerjah batas

Gelora pun berserpihan

Menghempaskan buih

Di lautan

Acapkali tumpas

Masih jua menyusuri

Arus pergolakan

Setianya

Begitulah adat mestinya hidup

Selagi jasad dan hayat berpaut

Rintangan harus bersahut

Benar kata

Jatuh bangun seorang lelaki

Bergantung siapa

Wanita di sisi

Mujur tuah nasib

Diri kita ketemui

Jikalaulah tidak

Mungkin tak ku sedari

Bukankah kita ini dicipta Tuhan

Sepasang tapi berlainan

Lemah sana, sini kekuatan

Masing-masing

Punyai bibit kelebihan

Supaya saling memerlukan

Bertemu demi menyulam

Cahaya nurani dan akal fikiran

Naluri serta perasaan

Menyingkap erti tangisan

Bukankah kita in dicipta Tuhan

Sepasang tapi berlainan

Lemah sini, sana kekuatan

Dirimu, diriku

Bagaikan pelita

Yang memercikkan sinar

Menyuluhi malam

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A beautiful lyric of song (singer: Ning Baizura & Jay Jay)...

Spending my weekend with the loves one was something I treasure...

Yesterday, I spent a couple hours at friend's house, to hold her hand, to assist her to go to toilet...Her first chemo seems to hit her badly. She lost epitite and fainted. Nevertheless, her fighting power is building up. Once in a while she mumbled about how can she sustain to face the remaining cycles of chemo. Quickly her mother comfort her and reminded her about the blessing from Allah to face this trial... It hurt inside to see her suffering but I have to put a strong face for her... pray that she will be strong enough to go through the process and Allah ease her pain.

But I am glad that spending time with her and her mother, does ease some of my intense headache I experience at the back of my head. I felt as if the blood vessels are going to explode. I do not know what caused it as I had been taking the antibiotic on and off to get rid of flu from my body. But I tried to relax as much as I could. Today, the pain is not as bad as yesterday.

Looking forward for balik kampung during Chinese New Year...To all bloggers friends...Enjoy the long holiday

Anggerik Merah

Tuesday, Jan 5 2008

January

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna...

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita

Kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan
Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di Januari
Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wow....pergilah

Another beautiful song by Glen Fredly from soundtrack malay movie CINTA.

I love music, I can't deny, since my childhood days. But I never have a dream to be a singer or a composer or a song writer or something related to it. I could have been one if only this interest of mine was molded from little.

Anyway, I am happy just to enjoy and indulge myself into some beautiful songs which I had not done it for quite sometimes. Preferably those songs that touch my heart (aha...ala ala semonel lah tu!!!)...Then I spent sometimes to "melanun" these songs from internet before deciding to buy CD... hehehe...

Thinking of impossible...Sometimes I wish I could freeze time and live at the moment to be able to pause & reflect in life...Yes, in my dream only... :-)

Pix 1: Glassgow Airport leaving to KL in December 2006. A gloomy, windy and cool day of Scotland

Pix 2: My beloved lil man's eyes on TV screen. I love him dearly and we banter loads too

Pix 3: My lovely beautiful senorita aka my niece, Marissa Atifah, whom I professionally spoilt...I love her eyes

Pix 4: Dubai Airport on transit to UK in January 2007. A bright sunny day of United Arab Emirates

Pix 5: Free watch given by my old buddy. Thank you buddy! Finally I wear it after 1.5 years keeping it. Reason kept too long: not suitable for heavy duty activities in lab. Now..no more holding spanar & wrench and playing with chemical...time to wear the watch.

Oppp...I had spent my moment of time offtrack from my unfinished business...! Brain should have more than enough stimulant by now to keep moving on...

Till then...

Cukup

Kupejamkan mata ini dan aku rasakan
Sekilas galau di hatiku
Meratapi cinta yang hilang

Cukup sudah ku berlari mencari mauku
Kini saatnya ku berhenti
Cintaku tlah hadir disini
Kuyakin semua kan berlalu

Seumpama kau ada
Hati dan jiwa ku terhibur
Maka lamun akan berakhir
Keyakinanku belum pasti

Biarlah kutemukan
Kepingan hatiku yang hilang
Semua bisa merasakannya
Bahwa dia mencintaku

Cukup sudah
Kesedihan merebut hariku
Hentikan sesak di dadaku
Lepaskan aku demi cinta
Kuyakin semua kan berlalu

Beautiful song by Melly Goeslow, part of it captured in malay movie CINTA (read: LOVE). Lyric serve for entertainment only!

Caution: It is advisable not to listen to this song if your state of mind is not stable...hehehe...or else it is just a song...enjoy it....:-)

Belaian Jiwa

Gemilang

This I promise you

My love, here I stand before you
I am yours now
From this moment on
Take my hand
Only you can stop me shaking
We'll share forever
This I promise you

And when I look in your eyes
All of my life feels before me
And I'm not running anymore
Cause I already know I'm home
With every beat of my heart
I give you my love completely
My darling, this I promise you

My love, I can feel your heartbeat
As we dance now
Closer than before
Don't let go
Don't let go
Cause I can almost cry now
This is forever
I make this vow to you

And when I look in your eyes
All of my life feels before me
And I'm not running anymore
Cause I already know I'm home
With every beat of my heart
I give you my love completely
My darling, this I promise you
My darling, this I promise you
This I promise you, oh I promise you, promise you
This I promise you

You will think of me..

KEITH URBAN

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake

Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing
I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been

So Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me

And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday

Note: Thanks to all for leaving your comment on my previous entry of "Memory Aidilfitri". I need to take a break again from many things. Enjoy the song.

Wish everyone a wonderful life ahead.

Oct. 31, 2006, 17:50

Hurt...

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Maaf

To those who are not able to be back for Raya with family...do enjoy every moment of it no matter where ever you are.

Westlife - Flying Without Wings


Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Fantasy Island

Cherish - Kool & the Gang

Dedicated to all my beloved friends. Enjoy the song.

Siapa Tak Pernah Menangis

Another lyric from Zubir's album. A very lovely song I wish to capture here.

With no particular reason, maybe my reflection of life...

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Siapa yang tak pernah menangis
Dihujung setiap ketawa dan lupa

Siapakah diantara kita
Yang memalingkan muka
Ketika mendengar kalimah Tuhan?

Banyak bakti yang dapat diberi
Sepanjang hidup yang sesingkat ini
Lautan manusia berombakkan nafsu
Kebenaran terdampar di pantai kecewa

Airmata seperti mutiara
Apakah itu rasa keinsafan
Rintihan dari hati yang rindu
Apakah itu hakikat cintamu

Lagu: Zubir Ali
Lirik: Nazri

Andai kau jauh...

Andai engkau jauh
Abadikan zaman mesra
Sewaktu kita bersama
Berjalan menyusur
Senja merah... senja merah

Masa telah berlalu
Tapi kenangan bersamamu
Masih menyala memberi ilham
Untuk lagu ini

Hantarkanlah suaramu
Supaya ombak rindu ini
Menjadi tenang kembali
Seperti dulu
Kekasih

Coretan di jiwa
Dihapus ombak masa
Pantai dan laut
Tetap jadi saksi

Andai ku ulangi
Sejarah hidupku ini
Akan ku pilih
Waktu bersamamu
Kekasih

Lagu: Julfekar
Lirik: Zubir Ali

Note:
Thank you sayang for sending "Zubir Ali 06 CD & M Nasir Sang Pencinta" to me.
And to my beloved lil man, thank you for asking mama if I like these songs.

Brisk walked to refresh mind for 1 hour around village. Inhaled fresh air (which I will miss it in KL). Feel contented and energised!

Selamat Menyambut Hari MERDEKA untuk semua rakyat Malaysia. Semuga ianya memberi sejuta makna untuk diri, negara & bangsa yang tercinta

Pelangi petang...

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...


Beautiful song of Sudirman...

Can sing this song during shower.