Contributing to Darul Izzah Orphanage

I am responding to this lovely gentleman, Idham, on his genuine initiative for the above.

It read as..

If you are tagged, you need to write an entry related to the meme. At the end of your entry you just need to tag as many person as you like. You will then leave a comment in their blog to let them know they have been tagged. And to include this message, "By doing this meme you are contributing rm127 to the Darul Izzah Orphanage".


Then please copy and paste this rule somewhere in your entry.The meme is about completing at least seventeen out of the following twenty seven sentences........ *These can be copied and pasted to your entry*



1. A person is only as good as himself/herself when he/she accept who he/she is (emmm...make sense???)

2. Friendship is always accepting each other unconditionally

3. To love is to feel, to accept, to give and to take (hehehe...apa lagi ye?)

4. Money makes me want to spend more (me being a lavish spender..heheh)

5. I miss people and places which make different to my life

6. My way of saying I care is by looking deep into their eyes and touch them

7. I try to spread love and happiness by a little smile and a small jokes which make others happy

8. Pick the flowers when it is blossom

9. To love someone is to accept the person undonditionally

10. Beauty is how the person feel about himself/herself

11. When I was thirteen, what I remember the most when I became a woman

12. When I was twenty one, I remember life was so exciting and enjoyable

13. I am most happy when I see smile in my face and others

14. Nothing makes me happier than seing the person I love is alive and kicking

15. If I can change one thing, I will change myself to be a wiser person day by day

16. If smiles were sweet then I will eat it like a chocholate *grin*

17. Wouldn't it be nice if we could all live in harmony

18. If you want to be happy then you have to make yourself happy

19. Money is not everything but it is something needed to live our life

20. The most touching moments I have experienced is when my lil man came to this world

21. I smile when thinking about all good memories in life and when people give me smile

22. When I am happy, I feel so contented and everything goes smoothly even with difficulty

23. If only I don't have to work, then I could spend my time with some hobbies which I had left out

24. The best thing I did yesterday was singing Ella's song..Rama-rama outloud

25. If I ever write a book, I will give it this title,"journey of life"

26. One thing I must do before I die is writing my will

27. Doing this meme, I feel like smiling forever


To all that hop on to this blog and read this, please do your part to contribute to this initiatives. Honestly I have no idea who to tag as I becoming less and less bloghop and leaving comment in others blog off late. I must apologised.

To Idham, Insyaallah dengan berkat niat yang suci ini, you will reach the target and maybe exceeding the target. Proud of you and others who put the effort on this.

My laid back weekend

Reflecting my weekend schedule through out this month….First week to JB visiting lil man’s best fren “sunat”, second week to Grik attending cousin’s wedding, third week attending Autism workshop then to Cherating spending time together for 19th weeding anniversary…

This week is my laid back week, being lazy…curling myself on bed while missing my both man. They continued their weekend excursion going back to kampong up north. I didn’t join them as I need to spare time for my overdue medical check-up to qualify for insurance investment and to know my state of health at this moment. Half of Saturday I was at the clinic to go thru series of medical check-up which include stress test. My first stress test in my history of medical check-up.

Overall result is not too bad except for my LDL reads 3.5 mmol/L (a bit on high side). However, my HDL is good with 1.85 mmol/L. My stress test result shows some glitch peak at level 3. But it was back to normal after cooling down. False alarm on the trace of blood in urine, while preparing for retest, a show of mensus (explaining the test result)..which caught me by surprised for not expecting it to arrive a bit earlier.

This justifies my laid back and lazy weekend on bed counting hours for both my beloved man to arrive home. Days without them both is so lonely… As soon as they arrived home, my lively days ..

I ponder this lyric while curling myself on bed..


Jujur Takkan Melupakanmu
Artist: Ella

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
Dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa kumengerti
Bukan sumpah atau janji

Buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
Setulus hatimu bisa menerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekadar bersama

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkanlah aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
O… Ho… O… Ho…

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi suka
Tinggalkanlah aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku selamanya

terindah, lagu yg terindah
sengaja aku cipta untukmu yg terindah
semoga dapat meluluhkan segala keraguan
semoga menghancurkan kerasnya batu prasangka

aku takkan melupakanmu
takkan meninggalkanmu
takkan menduakan cintamu,
ku bersumpahaku tak ingin mengingkar janji
tak ingin menjadi duri
tak ingin menjadi api cinta yg membara
akuuu…

From AM's desk

I had been silence on writing my entry. Reasons being many things happenings. I have to indulge myself with workload during weekdays in order to stay positive and to keep going. Spending my time loads with giving talk, presentation and advising juniors staff in the dept on research area related to my previous experiences. Enough to keep me going back on track.

As far as personal matters is concerned, I was made to be in another dimension which is I had never thot of . It takes me a while to accept and deal with it. At certain point, I was really paranoid about many things that happened around me, with my family, at my office etc. Nevertheless, I tried hard to not to think about it so much so that I could keep my spirit and faith strong enough to carry on with life. The most important is that I want to be able to have a control of my life.

The last few weekends, my schedule is occupied with wedding, hospital visits etc etc. This weekend, the three of us (big man, lil man and I), went out of town to east coast to spend time together. We had a good time walking along beach, soak ourself in the swimming pool , enjoyed the delicacies of east coast i.e. keropok lekor, sata and otak-otak plus coconut water. Spending time together was part of celebrating our 19th wedding anniversary. The greatest happiness is to observe lil man enjoy himself playing along the beach, burying with sand, soaking into the sea and sitting on the ocean wave.

Happy father's day to all fathers out there.

Will be back to share if I had a chance.


From AM’s desk
June 17, 2007