Friday, August 02, 2013

A closure of one chapter


It has been a long while since my last entry....more than 1.5 years now. It takes a while for me to recall my password etc...

It has been a journey and I have closed one chapter of my journey recently on my precious and memorable birthday... Alhamdullilah. Thank you Allah for so much blessing... This part of journey ended with a very sweet memory and all the hardship has been answered clearly as I reflected the ups and down of this path. I have no answer to it and I know that He had set it that way for me. I cant never counted every single blessing in this life.

In this month of Ramadhan, so much more blessing from Him...

This journey came to the end... may Allah guide me along the way for other journey that He had installed for me.

A closure of one Chapter...

Anggerik Merah
Aug 3, 2013
3:56 AM

Sunday, January 01, 2012

Sayang mama

Sayang mama,

maafkan mama kalau mama tidak terdaya untuk memberikan sepenuh perhatian kepadamu. Itu adalah kelemahan mama sendiri. Terima kasih kerana meningatkan mama tentang kekurangan itu. Mama akan cuba memperbaiki diri. Semuga Allah memberikan kita lebih kebahagiaaan di tahun ini. Semuga Allah melindungi kita and tunjukkan kita ke jalan yang lurus dan diredhainya. Mission kita untuk tahun ini adalah lebih mendekatkan diri kepadaNya kerana hidup kita adalah bersandar kepadaNya. Hidup yang terlalu singkat ini dengan ujian diberi oleh Nya tidak perlu kita sia-siakan lagi.

Mama berdoa agar Allah memberi kita kekuatan untuk melalui perjalanan hidup ini.

Terasa kekok untuk jari jemari mama menaip disini setelah sekian lama menyepi dari dunia ini. Mungkin ini adalah tempat terbaik untuk mama mencurahkan rahsia hati agar ianya terlepas dari pendaman dalam hati.

Untuk sayang mama

1 Jan 2012 11:47 am

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Good bye 2011 AND WELCOME 2012

As salam,

it has been really a long while since my last entry in this precious blog.

Just to say goodbye 2011 ans welcome 2012. 2011 has left me with many experience in life for me to carry on continue this journey of mine.

Anggerik Merah

31 Dec 2011 9:40 pm

Wednesday, April 20, 2011


I dont write much more for the last 4 months..... maybe one day will come back to write again.

Life has always been an ups and down and treasure every moment of it as it is too short to let it pass by...

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

A cry

It has been a while since last time I cried. I had noticed that my heart became hard like stone. Swallow and chew as it come and get to the bottom of it if I could. There is no vocabulary of tears anymore. But tonite s I sat down to meet HIM and talk to HIM, those precious tears flows like a pipe. To HIM I ask for help for me to go on in life. Sometimes too much to bare that mentally and spiritually I failed to deal. Imperfect human being I am. Added to the moment of upside down hormone fluctuation and my head feels like bursting up in the air. A horrible feeling and it is really uncontrollable. I just cant learn to control the anger during this time. The whole system is taken over by the hormone and it is just so depressing.

A cry is really a good feeling of release...

Anggerik merah
9:54 pm

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Still unfinished business

Still unfinished business.... yet to get through to the end. May Allah give all the strength and patience to complete it.

Anggerik merah

107 am

Dec 22, 2010

Monday, December 20, 2010

Go away anxiety

Sometimes anxiety sets in for various reasons. The pressure of getting things done by oneself , for instant, internal pressure and the pressure from other external factors.

Regardless of what cause the anxiety, the most important thing is how to properly manage it. Not allowing it to over rule ones life.

Go away anxiety...

Anggerik M

10:28 pm