The feeling of don’t feel like doing anything at all is kept on dragging me all the way. Being in the state of physically unfit due to flu and PMS, make the matter worst. After going with the flow for some moment and finally I said to myself “get a life”.
View from my bedroom window
Then I jumped out of my bed and drove to office. Although I am unproductive at work either but at least I keep myself within the work environment. I hate this kind of temporary habit (???.. I hope it won’t prolong for too long) but what can I do. Half of my energy is gone out of my body. All I can think of is switching my brain off and go to dreamland! This week my pilate session was postpone to next week. It has been a great help to me in term of being physically and mentally fit especially during this gloomy and cold weather.
It occur to me several time as I kept on talking to myself..I need to slow down, not to rush and stay calm all the time. It is a big challenge to me as I am a very active person. I need to keep myself with activities, to feel that I accomplish or finish something…sigh…But sometimes I didn’t realise or don’t want to realise that it could also do harm to myself.
My new white orchid blooming
Yes, baby I miss cuddling you at night and kissing your cheek and forehead. Watching you from far make me want to touch your soft young skin. I love to look at your big & beautiful eyes…I miss you baby....
Eyes of my lil man
My thots of the day..