Life matters is a never ending story...we have to deal with it as it comes. Many other interesting part of life which should not be neglected. Life goes on...
Early last month I was wondering around killing time in Harrods on the same day fetching my lil man. Did some wee shopping in the arcade.
These are the things that attract me the most...the fish market & fruits section (banana tree, mermaid, shell et cetera) ... and also anggerik..
I learned a lot by talking to people by different ways, but the most powerful thing was that I realised that it wasn't just me who felt this way. There was a bunch of other people who were in the same boat, but who were also finding ways of getting to grips with things again.
I do still find myself on the verge of getting really stressed from time to time. The difference now, I hope, is that I have a much better idea of how to handle it. To me that is the key, otherwise I'd simply have to spend a lot of life hiding away from things.
July 18, 2006
Papa told me that you asked him to take you to places we used to eat together and the bakery shop I used to buy cakes for you. Papa saw you with tears in your eyes soon both of you were there. Papa knew that you miss me much.
I smile instead of cry when papa told me. There is no point for me to be sad because I knew that you always remember me in your heart. And it means much for me as you are my inspiration and strength. But I want you to be as strong as I am. Sometimes life teach us to be survival in whatever situation we are in. I love you so much sayang...Papa will cuddle and hug you every night before you go to sleep. I want to see smile on your face!