Learning to walk again..

Almost 2 months ago, I had sprained my anckle. I did what I need to do to reduce the imflammation using the deep heating rub and anckle support. My degree of tolerance for pain is quite high so that I managed to switch off my brain not to feel it. The pain went away and only once in a while it came back. With my excessive walking during weekend, I felt the intense pain again. Even using the foot massage does not help.

Today, I went to see specialist to know what happen to my anckle. The first thing the doctor scolded me for not coming earlier. I explained to him about my thinking that it will go away with the deep heating rub as advice by pharmacist. Physical examination done on my anckle suggested that I might torn two of my ligament. The xray was not very clear which suggested also might be the bone is off position and might be some small crack. But it is not certain. The doctor was only thinking about the need of operation. My eyes bulging out as I heard that. As a temporary measure, I have to wear the anckle brace and take medicine to reduce swelling for the next 2 weeks. Then my case will be re-examined. Hoping that things will improve with this temporary measure...

I am now learning to walk again.... This make me realise that my feet has been my valuable asset as I love to walk very fast. Movement inpired me and energised my brain. Now that I can't do that anymore for a time being (a temporarily OKU)...am blessed with what had given to me..Maybe a step by step footprint will make me feel more relax and enjoy the moment rather than impatiently running a thousand miles marathon most of the time.

Reflecting on learning to walk again...

July 20, 2007
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Mila AF5 - Persis Mutiara
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