Of do nothing & painter....

Some says that the best idea generated when we do nothing. Or just dreaming to begin with... How true?


The art of doing & completing something is just like painting...have to know when is the last stroke on a canvas....Only painter knows when to stop...

To be seen around my village...

Mind with only one purpose...

July 21, 2006 12:52


On holiday....loads of smilinggggg :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

(my holiday only last for few days...how can I have it longer when my brain is actively thinking?...hence I update below..)

Need more holiday... will continue!!

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To my dearest lil man,
this one is for you... everything I do, I do it for you (Byran Adam)

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

To my lil man, we had conversation today about why anggerik merah is the name. I told you the story. You asked me about the song. You attentively listened to my voice as I sang the song for you...I miss you much darling...and you keep me going
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Note:

Waking up in the morning and looking through the window to know that I am healthy is a bliss. With that I am able to do what I need to do here.

Whispering from one of Omanist here who consistently saying to me as we met along the corridor or anywhere: how are you sista?... have you finished?..you work hard and then you can relax later..that surely keep firing-up my depleted energy!

Both of us kind of comparing ourself at what stages we had progressed based on our plan although we don't know what each other is doing exactly. Obviously he had submitted his today... He told me he felt good. I can see load of more sweet smile on his clean & calm face.. and encouraging me along the way. He will be leaving home next week to visit his first born which he has not get a chance to see, then come back for the examination.

So much that I need to hear this kind of encouragement face to face every day to keep me going.. as if I wish someone around me who has genuine interest, just purely want to see me finishing up soon enough to keep on reminding me. Yes..I admit how desperate I am to live my every day with encouragement whispered in my eyes during these days. Thats will enhance my own whisper in my brain... At this point I realised how weak I am being given this challenge.

To HIM, I surrender myself to bless me with strength, good health, courage, believe in myself & preservere ...one day it will be mine, please make the path easier for me to get through it...AMEEN

It feel goodddddddddddddddddddddddd...

July 27, 2006