So many times that I attempted to write about some part of my life journey especially my childhood and my early education.. But my finger just don’t feel like clicking about it. The time when I have loads of idea to write about it is really when I am driving or somewhere else. My plan is to have my personal recorder ready all the time so that I could still download my thought while driving etc.
Right now I am reading “Life is an Open Secret” by Sis Zabrina. Very very interesting piece of writing…it has become my bedtime story or while I am massaging my foot before going to bed or after waking up in the morning. A moment which I am with my own mind…alone.
Now is 12:40 am. I can’t sleep, so I thot that I had better do my work to cover my traveling time and away from office next week. This year will be a quite full of activities for me at work as I am supposed to get the project proposal kick-off and get the funding. Sometimes I wish that I had that moment alone, peace in my mind which I used to experience during my student life. One thing I realized is that offlate even my mind is up to the speed but my body resists so much. Maybe I am still not fully recovered from flu which attacks me since before New Year. I pray to HIM that I am back to normal state. Much that I want to accomplish for both in this world and thereafter. What I need is a strength and good health…. And blessing from HIM.
A challenging working life is what I have to face everyday. I have to be on my toes all the time. That in a way shapes me up to be somewhat extrovert, critical, questioning and always has something to express what I think. I am seeing myself back to what people used to call me… IRON LADY. In the midst of my not so strong physical fitness, I trained my body to keep building strength through cycling. Weekend is the time for me to do that. At least 10 km/day has been my target.
Next week I will be going back to the state which I left some beautiful memories during part of my teenage life and school time. Negeri Dibawah Bayu… that is.
My eyes cannot open anymore now. I better go and rest and wake up fresh in the morning to live my life for another day. Insyaallah.