Ketulusan hati

Weird that everytime I want to start writing in blog, my fingers just don't want to click. Not like before where words by words flow like a stream... Anyway... I will be travelling again. This is not in my work plan. My name surfaced up to replace my immediate bos since he could not make it for this trip.

I am not sure if I am lucky or unlucky. I could say...lucky to be able to have a chance to visit "negeri matahari terbit" again. It was only during my student time, some decades ago that I had a bit of chance to put my feet in the country. The unlucky part or rather a stretch part is to figure out what am I supposed to contribute to this trip and what is expected out of me. I need to prepare upfront as I don't like to do things last minute. Anyway, I manage to figure it out after sitting down with my bigger bos and colleague....

The truth is that I feel that I am a bit dragging myself offlate. Most of the time I felt that my physical fitness is a bit deteriorating. I am avoiding from seeing doctor to figure out what is wrong with me. I had been to SPA treatment last week and make extra effort on cycling. Normally I could bounce back and refresh. But this time, it does not really feel like that. Last weekend I figured out that my blood pressure went low again for whatever reason. Anyway, tomorrow I am suppose to force myself to go to clinic...see what happen.
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A note of update. June 29, 2009

Obviously doctor suspected gaut, athritis and those that related to it. Have to wait for blood test result next week to confirm. I had to rest and do nothing at home for a while to entertain some paints in the joints. A feeling which I triedto ignore for quite a while. But I can't tolerate it as I feel somewthat weeker than usual regardless of my spa treatment, exercises etc. Nevertheless, our family did get out last night after maghrib to wonder around town. On the way back we picked up several DVD from the shop.

I cycle for 10 km this morning to get some sweat out. The weather is so pleasant.
This afternoon, I set on to watch "THE FEAST OF LOVE". It is a lovely movie featuring Morgan Freeman. Touch my heart! Really beautiful story...

I hope I could bare with sensation and paint while travelling through out weekend. I have to be a bit more careful with my diet. Medication given by the doctor should help in case I need it. So far, I try not to depend on it.

I am off till next week.

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BTW, last 2 weeks I was invited to get together with Sheila Majid at Jentayu Spa. It was exciting to meet Sheila. Will post her pic next time.

I will set a target to write entry in blog minimum once a week. I.e. 4 entry/month.

Lovely song about Ketulusan hati...

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau biarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Tak ada seribu janji
Hanya bahagia untu selamanya
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau benarkan kasihku

Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu
Apa yang kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku

oooo
Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu selalu

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Note:
Pic 1: seaside in front of Ayorda Resort, Nusa Dua, Bali
Pic 2: big man and I

Anggerikmerah
June 28 2008

1:30 am