Monday, March 13, 2006

Mindaku bercelaru

Mindaku masih bercelaru
Kekadang ianya gusar
Kekadang ianya kosong
Kekadang ianya sibuk
Berfikir dan bercerita
Tiada noktah
Tiada keputusan

Mindaku masih bercelaru
Mengikut kata hati
Mengikut kata badan
Mengikut kata keadaan
Tiada tujuan
Tiada perhentian

Mengapa mindaku bercelaru?
Aku pun tak tahu
Aku pun tak tahu
Aku pun tak tahu
Adakah aku tidak melihat penghujungnya?
Adakah aku tidak dapat rasakan imbuhannya?

Masa berlalu terlalu pantas
Aku masih disitu
Kekadang aku kabur
Kekadang aku hilang semangat
Kekadang aku tidak suka memikirkan nya
Mindaku bercelaru

Sunday, 12 March 2006, 16:43

11 comments:

demonsinme said...

Beautiful Red Orchid,

This poem is beautifully written. And odd enough it embodied the way I am feeling right now.

Welldonr.

torts said...

Beautiful. Try to focus on the luxury you have - your son, your hubby, your parent, siblings and inlaws. However - it's easier said than done.

sya said...

Beautiful.... AM simple yet beautiful.. Take care

Restless said...

Dissillusionment, blurry vision, aimless - words that we don't need to be associated with. Chins up! Stay focussed, will ya? Take a break if you have to..

P.S - Sorry if it's too harsh!

Kak Lady said...

Simple but beautiful...

Moga kecelaruan itu akan segera berlalu....

atenah said...

aik, same boat lagik!

Has said...

Jika minda mu bercelaru
Di turuti perasaan nan sayu
Pautkan kepada sikap yang baru
Mengisi minda dengan yang Satu

dudae_simboyo said...

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weeiii? you were not this bercelaru last week? heh heh heh

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anggerik merah said...

DIM, truely come from my mind last week. Feel much better after writing this poem...then can see the way ahead.

Torts, very true..yes I did. Thanks.

Sya,you take care too.

Anim, alhamdulillah I am less celaru now. No it is not too harsh at all..I appreciate yr note. Thanks.

Kak lady, alhamdullilah. I am ok now.

ATN..I guess most of us experince this up and down at this stage. Gelek tu bila nak ajar I???

Has, yang SATU adalah sumber ketenteraman jiwa. Thanks for that lovely poem of yours. I learnt a alot from your insight about yang SATU. It is like therapy for me. Keep doing it when you have time!


DS..hehehe..in a week macam-macam ada..dan macam-macam terjadi. Will blog abt it when i have time.

dudae_simboyo said...

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blog about it then ok? and pretend you don't know me lah.....

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anggerik merah said...

DS, a story of friend..almost become police case. Later on I write about it. Don't want to remember about it now..