Right now, I feel my body is falling apart. My head is very heavy. Maybe I had been crying a lot for the last 2 days. Why cry?? Too exhausted and trying hard to catch with time and had some traumatic experience in my subconscious mind. Since last nite I had acking body. I lost my appetite. I had not swallowed paracetamol for a very very long time but starting last nite I could not help it. Even sleep does not help much..the longer I sleep the more I felt tired....sigh..
When I am alone, I had become very emotional and buckets of water from my broken pipes...Check my calender...is it PMS again?...Emmm...why do I have to be too emotional during precious time like this?
Sorting out what to bring back with me is another things which make me feel so stressful as I could not bring too many and yet if I don't bring with me I might need it for my correction. God, please help me....At least, I need to stay healthy and not to fall sick. That is all I wish for right now. And I also wish that time is not pressing on me as I am afraid that I might have mental block to continue finishing my work.
I need a longgggggggggg break from many things now....