Alhamdullillah, I had recovered from flu attack after several days. What remain are chest cough and slight running nose which is tolerable.
Swallowed paracetamol, increased intake of black seed oil to 3 times a day, took loads of soup, drank plenty of water, jogged for more than 3 km did help me to expediate the recovery.
But but....every time I go to sleep...I have a bad dream...something like being chased by a group of bad guy all around town and many more which I don't remember. Not that I want to believe what is in my dream, but it tells me I have fear in my subconcious mind.
Anyway, having the thot of enjoying the moment and look at the bright side of the future do help to remain high spirit. And I know my limit. I must pause for a while if it is too much for me to handle. Cik Atenah had the same thot just like me..-agaknya dah tua dah. Dah tak boleh buat macam muda2 dulu. Masa muda dulu-dulu tak tido 4 hari pun ok saja. But, life must go on... Bila dah OK, continue again...to gain back the momentum.
Thanks to all fren out there who always there and those who are willing to help in whatever way. I hope I did not sound as if asking everyone to symphatice (sp?) whenever I have this urge of going out of control. The fact is that I need to talk it out and release. Most of the time I don't have anyone to talk to as I spend most of my night time in the office. If I look at others who are less fortunate than me than I kept my own problem within me. Felt so fortunate to have some fren in the blog world who understand the emotional roller coaster who can share the same feeling. Most of the time I rather write in my blog so that I could come back to read how I felt at that moment of time and see how much progress do I make to overcome most of obstacles if not all.
No pain no gain - that is what I had to go through at this stage. And I know well that I am not the only one.
I wish to share more good news later. As of now, I am trying to see a good side of everything... take it to my limit and move on. Sometimes I do feel like I don't want to write anything in my blog. But it has become part of me now which I can't easily detach..
My mind speaking at this hour which I am not sure if it makes any sense. It maybe jumble up...so let it be..Anyway, I just type it here..