It is so painful to be separated again. It eating me inside very badly. No words can describe. I felt all my joins are falling apart. My heart hurt so badly. But I hope it will be only for a while then we will be together again. I have to hide my pain & tears from you. And I know how much pain you have to bear to be separated.
I love you all my heart because you are my inspiration & my energy for me to go on.
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